I am so tired with everything now.last night i couldn't sleep.seems  like i am undergone with iso.and also this morning i got a damn fever and feel like it's killing me and dnt knw how im gonna get rid from this :'(.i want to go home  and want to be with my family at right now. i am getting flat in mentaly n physically too i can feel that in every moment..  .. ..still in every second every minute i am living in my past neither present nor a future.i love that the most.that is where my smiles laughters  and feelings lies on....